HOLIDAYS!!!

Holidays are finally here but yet i dunno whether to be happy or not?? Weird having a holiday that starts out not being happy. Reasons for being happy is finally i can slack.. But at the same time i facing things like relationship problems and dunno whether to work or not.. Sigh.. Is this holiday really that good for me?? Since then i dunno what to do.. Maybe spending more times with my friends can remove all worries momentarily by making me distracted and not tink about those unhappy things.. But i also hope my Dear will believe me and have more faith in me.. Hais.. Sooooo sianzzzzzz sia...

MY B'DAE!!!

Finally, my b'dae came and now its gone also.. Even though i dint really do anything much but i was really happy so be able to spend so much time with my cousins and even more happier when i could spend time with my Dear.. My Dear paid for everything on my b'dae making me feel very guilty and making me tink tat im actually not much of a gentleman(even though i noe im really not) but stil.. U know~~ XD HAHA!! I dint actually get alot of present but i did get somethings i really wanted.. Time.. Spending time with my dear and also my cousins.. Despite the fact tat i dint go out with my frens, i know they understood me so im actually gratful for tat.. =D TY EVERYONE!!!

Am i selfish??

My birthday is coming yet i dun really feel well, not only becos im sick but also becos i dunno how to split my time between my girlfren, my frens, my cousins and also my family members.. I tot of having a chalet where everyone could gather making things easier but tinking tat maybe there will be different gruops of ppls cos they all dun really know each other.. Being 18 is kinda impt to me XD but in any case i tot of spending time with my gf on my actual b'day itself.. But of cos i would really like to spend time with my frens and cousins as well since there is somethings i wanna do tat my gf will nv like =((

Am i selfish??

Spending more than i should...

Short of many things but still i like to shop for unnecessary things when i can actually save for other things. Sometimes its just that i dun feel happy, that's when i start to spend money and even keep myself busy with my games and friends which stil results in spending more money.. Sigh..

Stressed Out..

Another usual day in my ordinary life but like everyday i face problems.. Problems like MONEY $$!! Trying hard to allow everyone to not worry bout the money i lend them or bout those i borrowed from them.. But, the main thing is i am not holding anyone's money.. I'm sort of like the middle man.. Sian sia!!! It all started when i tried helping my cousin with something i shouldn't as a result of troubling 2 of my friends.. Really hope i can solve everything between me and my friends for my cousin and myself of cos within this coming week so that there won't be stress on our friendship because of money.. Sigh..

Lost without U..

It has been some time since we parted and i miss her alot.. I really hope tat she is happy without me in her life to bother her and upset her.. But i must say i feel really lost without her.. I can hardly feel any happiness nor sadness in my life anymore.. Nth matters anymore actually.. I haven been to school for the whole week.. Not really feeling anything rite now but i really hope we could somehow talk..

Yup.. Now my mind is blank again..

TON!!!

Ooo.. I am bored now.. So i decided to write about what i did on Saturday which actually isn't anything much since.. So my usual routine of going to Bishan in the afternoon.. And my purpose... Is to play Magic cards(A kind of trading card game and not some fortune telling shit ok!!!) =)) So after like spending half a day there and done playing my cards i decided to go back.. Actually not home but instead to KFC to eat lo.. The main thing is its free since i got like 12 of that Singtel top-up cards sooo yup... After that i went to meet my friend who i was spending my nite with... Whahaha!!! Ok ok.. Nth really exciting since he's a guy and we are gonna ton at Cyrus, a lan shop... And we spend the nite dere playing some shit games and laughing away non stop!!!

Its Over..

I jus broke up with my dear today. Dunno why we even quarreled? But the thing is it all started as we exited the movie theatre after our movie. As we are exiting i failed to hold on to the door at the exit resulting my dear to be hurt on her finger. I tried apologising but to no avail. Suddenly, a gush of anger jus came onto me and i started to walk off to the restroom. When i came out of the restroom she was missing, and i tried to contact her but after calling twice she offed her phone. The anger within me allowed me to walk off and out of the shopping centre without even looking for her.
Not long after she called back, i asked where she was and she said she was on her way home and i too also made my way home on my own.
It was after i cooldowned that i started thinking wad had gone wrong and wad i could do but i knew somethings were jus too late. It may be jus me but i am actually feeling rather lousy and i tried to wait for her at the bus stop at her house but..
I really hope everything will jus turn back in time or even jus let me have a turning point but it may be jus too late..
Anger is the cause of my pain!!!
I'm Sorry dear.. I really am..
I love u!!

My painful morning.

It was time to sleep after my DOTA session, tats when i felt a immense pain in my tummy!!! ARGH!!! It really hurt like crap man!!! Like to the max... Anyway, i when to toilet to clear my bowel but even after tat my tummy still hurt so bad tat i could'n sleep properly and actually i dint sleep much the whole freaking night... I tink i slept for bout 2 and half hours before waking up to the !@#$%^&*() pain again.. I visited the toilet again but it dint really help tat much And it was like 5 plus 6 in the freaking morning.. I felt so weak and i dint noe wad to do so i jus drank water and started walking about in the house not knowing wad to do.. So i decided to sit down and watch tv for awhile and at the same time rest.. Tats when my dad came home from work and asked,

DAD: Wah!! Y u wake up so early??!!
Then i was like..
Me: I dint slp much. I can't sleep. (restless)
Then my dad was like nagging non stop before i could even explain anything to him bout my tummyache.. ZZZ!!!
After awhile, i felt much better but, it was time for school.. But i was like freaking tired so i dint actually go school today.. =(( Felt bad since its only the second day of school and i pon liao.. XD

Start of my 2nd Sem.

After bout 1 Month of holiday, i'm finnaly back in school!!! Actually waking up early kinda turn me off man!! ARGH!!!! Anyway, i got to see my friends and we got to talk a hell lot bout our boring holiday. =.=!!! HAHA!!! Oya, i went to school today to check my freaking GPA score and i realise tat i only got 1.5 points overall(Man tat sucks big time). However, i find tat my score is considered average in my class to my relief sia.. Oya!!! I'm having a class outing on friday to go bowling!!! Exciting huh?? But the location totally turned me off cos its at Bukit Batok which is rather near to many ppl in my class other dan a few(including me). Tats sooooo demoralising.. SIGH~~~

Climate Changing

As usual, i woke up today in the middle of the day when many people are actually at their most active time. I lazed on my bed for 5 minutes before reaching for my towel for my morning bath.
And again as usual, my daily routine of looking through the newspaper and watching tv at the same time where my bad habit of changing channel continously start. I was then caught up at the channel HBO. What i saw was a man named Al-Gore(I tink) giving speeches around the world about global warming and climate changes. As i start watching the show and listening to what this man had to say i did not know tat i actually sat on the chair for more than 2 hrs jus watching what tis man had to say making me tink about our near future of climate changes. Opps... I dunno what more to say anymore!!! XD
Oya.. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO VISIT THIS WEBSITE: www.changingclimate.com =))

The Start

WOOHOOOO!!!
THIS IS THE START OF MY BLOG OF MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE!!!
FEELS KINDA WEIRD BUT ITS COOL.. =P WHAHAHA!!!