It has been some time since we parted and i miss her alot.. I really hope tat she is happy without me in her life to bother her and upset her.. But i must say i feel really lost without her.. I can hardly feel any happiness nor sadness in my life anymore.. Nth matters anymore actually.. I haven been to school for the whole week.. Not really feeling anything rite now but i really hope we could somehow talk..
Yup.. Now my mind is blank again..
Friday, October 31, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
TON!!!
Ooo.. I am bored now.. So i decided to write about what i did on Saturday which actually isn't anything much since.. So my usual routine of going to Bishan in the afternoon.. And my purpose... Is to play Magic cards(A kind of trading card game and not some fortune telling shit ok!!!) =)) So after like spending half a day there and done playing my cards i decided to go back.. Actually not home but instead to KFC to eat lo.. The main thing is its free since i got like 12 of that Singtel top-up cards sooo yup... After that i went to meet my friend who i was spending my nite with... Whahaha!!! Ok ok.. Nth really exciting since he's a guy and we are gonna ton at Cyrus, a lan shop... And we spend the nite dere playing some shit games and laughing away non stop!!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Its Over..
I jus broke up with my dear today. Dunno why we even quarreled? But the thing is it all started as we exited the movie theatre after our movie. As we are exiting i failed to hold on to the door at the exit resulting my dear to be hurt on her finger. I tried apologising but to no avail. Suddenly, a gush of anger jus came onto me and i started to walk off to the restroom. When i came out of the restroom she was missing, and i tried to contact her but after calling twice she offed her phone. The anger within me allowed me to walk off and out of the shopping centre without even looking for her.
Not long after she called back, i asked where she was and she said she was on her way home and i too also made my way home on my own.
It was after i cooldowned that i started thinking wad had gone wrong and wad i could do but i knew somethings were jus too late. It may be jus me but i am actually feeling rather lousy and i tried to wait for her at the bus stop at her house but..
I really hope everything will jus turn back in time or even jus let me have a turning point but it may be jus too late..
Anger is the cause of my pain!!!
I'm Sorry dear.. I really am..
I love u!!
Not long after she called back, i asked where she was and she said she was on her way home and i too also made my way home on my own.
It was after i cooldowned that i started thinking wad had gone wrong and wad i could do but i knew somethings were jus too late. It may be jus me but i am actually feeling rather lousy and i tried to wait for her at the bus stop at her house but..
I really hope everything will jus turn back in time or even jus let me have a turning point but it may be jus too late..
Anger is the cause of my pain!!!
I'm Sorry dear.. I really am..
I love u!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
My painful morning.
It was time to sleep after my DOTA session, tats when i felt a immense pain in my tummy!!! ARGH!!! It really hurt like crap man!!! Like to the max... Anyway, i when to toilet to clear my bowel but even after tat my tummy still hurt so bad tat i could'n sleep properly and actually i dint sleep much the whole freaking night... I tink i slept for bout 2 and half hours before waking up to the !@#$%^&*() pain again.. I visited the toilet again but it dint really help tat much And it was like 5 plus 6 in the freaking morning.. I felt so weak and i dint noe wad to do so i jus drank water and started walking about in the house not knowing wad to do.. So i decided to sit down and watch tv for awhile and at the same time rest.. Tats when my dad came home from work and asked,
DAD: Wah!! Y u wake up so early??!!
Then i was like..
Me: I dint slp much. I can't sleep. (restless)
Then my dad was like nagging non stop before i could even explain anything to him bout my tummyache.. ZZZ!!!
After awhile, i felt much better but, it was time for school.. But i was like freaking tired so i dint actually go school today.. =(( Felt bad since its only the second day of school and i pon liao.. XD
DAD: Wah!! Y u wake up so early??!!
Then i was like..
Me: I dint slp much. I can't sleep. (restless)
Then my dad was like nagging non stop before i could even explain anything to him bout my tummyache.. ZZZ!!!
After awhile, i felt much better but, it was time for school.. But i was like freaking tired so i dint actually go school today.. =(( Felt bad since its only the second day of school and i pon liao.. XD
Monday, October 13, 2008
Start of my 2nd Sem.
After bout 1 Month of holiday, i'm finnaly back in school!!! Actually waking up early kinda turn me off man!! ARGH!!!! Anyway, i got to see my friends and we got to talk a hell lot bout our boring holiday. =.=!!! HAHA!!! Oya, i went to school today to check my freaking GPA score and i realise tat i only got 1.5 points overall(Man tat sucks big time). However, i find tat my score is considered average in my class to my relief sia.. Oya!!! I'm having a class outing on friday to go bowling!!! Exciting huh?? But the location totally turned me off cos its at Bukit Batok which is rather near to many ppl in my class other dan a few(including me). Tats sooooo demoralising.. SIGH~~~
Friday, October 10, 2008
Climate Changing
As usual, i woke up today in the middle of the day when many people are actually at their most active time. I lazed on my bed for 5 minutes before reaching for my towel for my morning bath.
And again as usual, my daily routine of looking through the newspaper and watching tv at the same time where my bad habit of changing channel continously start. I was then caught up at the channel HBO. What i saw was a man named Al-Gore(I tink) giving speeches around the world about global warming and climate changes. As i start watching the show and listening to what this man had to say i did not know tat i actually sat on the chair for more than 2 hrs jus watching what tis man had to say making me tink about our near future of climate changes. Opps... I dunno what more to say anymore!!! XD
Oya.. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO VISIT THIS WEBSITE: www.changingclimate.com =))
And again as usual, my daily routine of looking through the newspaper and watching tv at the same time where my bad habit of changing channel continously start. I was then caught up at the channel HBO. What i saw was a man named Al-Gore(I tink) giving speeches around the world about global warming and climate changes. As i start watching the show and listening to what this man had to say i did not know tat i actually sat on the chair for more than 2 hrs jus watching what tis man had to say making me tink about our near future of climate changes. Opps... I dunno what more to say anymore!!! XD
Oya.. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO VISIT THIS WEBSITE: www.changingclimate.com =))
Thursday, October 9, 2008
The Start
WOOHOOOO!!!
THIS IS THE START OF MY BLOG OF MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE!!!
FEELS KINDA WEIRD BUT ITS COOL.. =P WHAHAHA!!!
THIS IS THE START OF MY BLOG OF MY ENTIRE FREAKING LIFE!!!
FEELS KINDA WEIRD BUT ITS COOL.. =P WHAHAHA!!!
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