Starting of holidays..

My holidays are nearing yet i dun feel really happy.. Becos my Dear is leaving Singapore to China for some school stuff for some fucking 4 and a half months!!! ITS LIKE WTF!!! I was hoping to be able to spend more time together with her during this holiday but now all things was lost and all hopes was dashed.. I was even asked not to send her off during the day she was leaving (my heart sank like no one's business).. Which i really hope i could.. I really really hope tat she'll allow me to send her off on tat day.. I noe she might be worried tat her parents will seperate us but i dun really feel right when we have been tgt for so long and yet they dun noe about it.. I jus hope tat they'll understand and allow us to be tgt..
I LOVE U DEAR..